Saturday, April 28, 2007
you're just like him.
you promised you were different,
you promised you would never be the same.
and it all changed today.
the way you reacted,
the way you said,
it was deja vu,
the exact same thing.
i look away, i walk away,
unable to face you at the point.
those promises dont mean anything to me.
my trust is cracking, our time is running.
you promised never to hurt me ever again.
you asked for another chance.
and you lost it,
but i dont say a thing,
my heart and emotions are tucked away,
my face an impassive mask.
i wont say anymore,
coz i will eventually move on.
you promised you were different,
you promised you would never be the same.
and it all changed today.
the way you reacted,
the way you said,
it was deja vu,
the exact same thing.
i look away, i walk away,
unable to face you at the point.
those promises dont mean anything to me.
my trust is cracking, our time is running.
you promised never to hurt me ever again.
you asked for another chance.
and you lost it,
but i dont say a thing,
my heart and emotions are tucked away,
my face an impassive mask.
i wont say anymore,
coz i will eventually move on.
what we could have been, 2:28 pm.
Monday, April 23, 2007
right, okae. finally resurrected this blog from the cemetery of abandoned blogs. lols. anyways. went out yesterday with E gang minus the little ones and the .. umm.. oldest? yeah. i'm the tallest, well, jonny is but it doesnt count coz he's a boy, he's supposed to be tall.
anyways we decided we would celebrate raina's belated bday, she's SIXTEEN. now i'm the only fifteen year old left. and my turn is only four months later. isnt that unfair or what? lols. getting back on track, so we went to take neoprints after lunch. we look spastic. as per normal. when have we ever looked normal? hmmmm? then we rushed to buy flowers, balloons and a pie thingy before heading to marina square's kbox. we had to sing to celebrate her bday. lols. seriously i think it was just a let's humiliate ourselves by screaming and jumping up and down party. although i wont disagree if you said it was a mad psycho bitch party either. lols. coz it came pretty close to that. utter madness i tell you. pretty cool day anyways.
right. now we take a moment of silence as andria would be flying back tomorrow and abandoning ME!! my DAHHLING please come back soon. oh, and don't forget to close the door on your way out. thank you!
hahah. i'm mad. i'm spastic. i'm egostical and i dont care. i love it. X)
anyways we decided we would celebrate raina's belated bday, she's SIXTEEN. now i'm the only fifteen year old left. and my turn is only four months later. isnt that unfair or what? lols. getting back on track, so we went to take neoprints after lunch. we look spastic. as per normal. when have we ever looked normal? hmmmm? then we rushed to buy flowers, balloons and a pie thingy before heading to marina square's kbox. we had to sing to celebrate her bday. lols. seriously i think it was just a let's humiliate ourselves by screaming and jumping up and down party. although i wont disagree if you said it was a mad psycho bitch party either. lols. coz it came pretty close to that. utter madness i tell you. pretty cool day anyways.
right. now we take a moment of silence as andria would be flying back tomorrow and abandoning ME!! my DAHHLING please come back soon. oh, and don't forget to close the door on your way out. thank you!
hahah. i'm mad. i'm spastic. i'm egostical and i dont care. i love it. X)
what we could have been, 10:56 pm.
